cathsince birth

You were wearing pink. And a smile as bright as the sunlight


Tonight
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I felt weird tonight. A stranger approached me and appeared to be real friendly, and then she mentioned something, which in turn made me blurt something vague. A kind of official announcement.

After seeing her reaction on the matter, I had second thoughts. I should not have told her. Then a person involved came in and they talked for a very short while. The woman left.

I was like, “I shouldn’t have said what I said, I didn’t know the person anyway, and she kind of acted pretty weird. Trying to be friendly and all that.

“Did I mess up?” I kept asking myself. 

Anyway, the man approached me after a moment. I thought he was going to tell me off. Good grief no!

He nudged me lightly on the shoulder and mumbled something I didn’t understand. I just turned. And turned again. He was all smiles. Maybe he’s just trying to be friendly. But it was the first time that person purposely approached me.

I felt weird. Still.

Maybe I didn’t say something bad. I was innocent really.

After a while, my worries subsided a bit when another person made public the words I told the woman.

I’m not talkative, especially with strangers. But, sometimes my mouth and actions are faster than my head. Goodnight.


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Got home a bit late.

Bought a few stuff for my feet.

Yipeee!

But I toes were complainin' of too much walkin'

Writer's Block: See you on the dark side
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If you could start an alternative sports team in your city, what "sport" would you choose, and what would you pick for your mascot?


Of course, as long as I won't have to stay too long. Like just for a day or two. That would be quite an adventure. I am also quite curious what it is to see the moon in flesh. If it is really similar with the photos we see from science books and magazines.

Or maybe I would some other entities similar to men or animals there. I just hope they won't eat or hurt me. ;)

Writer's Block: It's always summer
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If you could only live in one season for the rest of your life, which would you choose, and why?



I could have chosen Spring, but we do not have Spring particularly in the Philippines. Then, I would just have to say the months of January and February (Philippine Autumn, as I call them) since these are the coldest months in the Philippines and there is a little rain during these months. Plus, my birthday is in Feb.

I love sunny days, but it is so uncomfortable when it is very hot. Afternoons of January(s) are sunny but cold. And I just love that.

I hate rainy days. They're just sad and gloomy and wet.

umm.
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Let's skip breakfast and jump forever.

Those haze and lights will
never blind us.

They may try, but we
will
never scream for the
night
of ghastly memories.


These are the songs we
hold in our breaths
that
we never tried to utter.

jazz, that's what they say,
but I believe
otherwise.

jump.
jump.
jump.

And skip breakfast.♥

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I can't really sing Lalala inside my brains right now.

A hundred or so negative thoughts are swimming in my mind.

Should be moving up before they eat me up.

Writer's Block: Solo traveler
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Do you find it very hard to open up to people? Why or why not? What are the benefits and disadvantages of being emotionally guarded?

I don't know. I think it depends on the person. There are people I can easily open up with even if I just met them, and there are people I've known for like a long time, but i kinda feel intimidated to tell more about my feelings, especially my views in life and my crazy dreams.

The benefit I think of being emotionally guarded is that people can't blackmail you and you usually get yourself out of trouble. Like for example you told someone a secret, that person could use that information against you and also whenever you hate someone around and like you keep on telling that to someone, that person could unintentionally or intentionally tell the other person about it..While the disadvantag of course is that if you are not emotionally strong you might just commit suicide or do other bad stuff.

Though it's good to have people around you whom you can tell your hurts and pains sometimes, it's better to just keep mum about it and move on.


Maybe a lot people would think my opinion is irrational.=)

random DA photos
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2010
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it's 2010.

Things are still the same. But everything feels different.

This world makes me want to glide with the wind...

what a blast!
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It was a fun night. I can be happy everyday. and I am.
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